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| From Psalms |
Psalm 40:17
17But I am poor and needy; yet the Lord thinketh upon me: thou art my help and my deliverer; make no tarrying, O my God.
Have you ever had one of those days where you want to be something - you want to show that you lead and are in control? However, none of your plans seem to line-up? Where you think you have all of the information you need to make a decision only to find that you don't? When somebody you thought you could count on bails - and their behavior reflects more on you than it does on them?
I'm having one of those days - where I wanted so badly for something to go perfectly...and it just is not. I am trying to do something I did before and failed at. I'm not sure I really failed at it, but I feel like I failed at before. Nevertheless, I thought I was ready to try it again. I have a feeling a may be blowing this out of proportion - the way any good addict does. I know it's not the end of the world - but I certainly feel like a fool. I feel like people think I'm insane...and out of control.
In this regard I am needy. Yet I know the Lord thinketh upon me. He is my help and deliverer. Please God just help me through the next few days and let me come out relatively unscathed - deliver and help me.
Thanks for letting me share.
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